“Grateful (abundance)”, “Plain walls (born of tears and love)”, “We need more poets”

“Grateful (abundance)” by Trevor Witt

Grateful for learning,
From my faults and falls,
Too many to count,
And not worth recounting here.

Grateful for every friend
Who shares their story,
And who listens to me share mine,
(I can go on and on).

Grateful for nerves that work,
And for bones that heal.
Grateful for friendships that recover,
And letting go of ones that never will.

Grateful for kindness and vulnerability,
(We can be condescending and prideful too often).

Grateful for family,
Though they drive me nuts occasionally.

Grateful for blessings beyond words,
(In jazz scatting, birds chirping, and ocean waves),
Infinite reasons for joy and standing in awe,
The universe is incredible, the greatest sight I ever saw.

“Plain walls (born of tears and love)” by Trevor Witt

Plain walls,
That children never drew on,
Carpets which never saw dirt,

Clean rooms,
Everything put away,
Closets with clothes unworn,

Boxes of crap,
Records never heard,
Notebooks of stories never shared,

This is not the home I seek,
A shiny, unblemished mansion, chic.

This is not the room I rent,
Where every penny is spent.

I want dirt and pain and striving,
To reach for my dream,
Born of tears and love.

“We need more poets” by Trevor Witt

We need more poets,
To battle bullets unafraid,
To speak with words as shields,
To use stories as spears,
To cut beneath the pain.

To rush into the war with verses,
To break trauma’s curses,
To end cycle after cycle of violence,
To provide healing as recompense,
To reconcile humanity with the vile,

We need writers to right the wrongs
That hurt so hard they can only be sung in songs,
We need to pause, to take a breath,
To carry on through tears and death.
We need words, to bear our burdens,
To shoulder our fears, until the final curtain.

We need people to feel,
We need words to heal.

“Practice how you play” by Trevor Witt

“Practice how you play” by Trevor Witt

Too many action items on my mind,
Frazzled, frantic, running, this way and that,
Volunteering, working, writing,
Trying to give myself
*Sigh*
Some peace of mind.

Deliverables,
Revisions, changes in procedure,
How can I manage all of this?
Can I have time?
For myself?

I need this.
I need this!
I need this to work.
This is my dream! My shot!
If I do not make it,
I will rebound.

I will
Not stop.

Practice how you play.

“A Smile Springs”

“A Smile Springs” by Trevor Witt

A smile springs from my lips,
Like a rubber band, snapped back into place,
After being stretched for too long.

A smile springs from my lips,
Like a stream of water from an underground cave,
Quenching the thirst of many along its way.

A smile springs from my lips,
Like Beatles’ lyrics twisting and shouting,
Returning to the sun, from yesterday.

A smile springs from my lips,
Though the brisk fall breeze brings a chill,
And I wish to stay cozy and warm inside.

A smile springs to my lips,
Nervous laughter comes to my heart,
Like a long lost friend, visiting for a while.

“she was singing (but there was no life)”, “The Stranger (lone wolf)”, “Why do I waste my time on something other than love?”

“she was singing (but there was no life)” by Trevor Witt

“Your sex is on fire”, she was singing,
But the feeling was of flames fading,
Embers slowly cooling,
From a bright neon orange,
To a dull gray ash.

The crowd was busy,
The sound was muffled,
The conversations of loud drunks,
Cut through the music,
Like a cacophony of hyenas.

There was no life in the music,
And less in my heart,
Which was searching outside itself.

“The Stranger (lone wolf)” by Trevor Witt

The lone wolf scares Americans,
Hunting and killing its prey,
A metaphor for a singular extremist,
Acting without coordinating with others,

Strangers terrify bystanders in the U.S.,
Why is this person sitting by himself?
Looking around, at people, at his phone,
Is he waiting for someone? Or something?

Who is this man who eats by himself?
The loner must be a delinquent, a deviant,
Deviating from the norm, an Anti-social.
Why do his eyes dart this way and that?

We are obsessed, driven by fear.
His eyes search for eyes, so it seems.
Why is he trying to make eyes at everyone?
Why doesn’t he make eye contact with anyone?

How come he doesn’t talk to anyone?
Why is he trying to talk to me?

The man has been turned into a wolf –
Disowned by the pack, rejected as kin.
He must be a predator, a killer perhaps,
And his threat must be “neutralized”.

Strange that there are so few wolves left,
It is no wonder that the man hunts alone.

“Why do I waste my time on something other than love?” by Trevor Witt

Why do I waste my time on something other than love?
Why do I chase after the dreams of some other shlub?
I need you, the apple of my eye, the sun in my sky.

Why do I waste my time chasing women at the bar?
Why do I worry about buying accessories for my car?
I want you, the delight of my night, a joy oh so bright!

Why do I keep searching for someone to make me whole?
Why do I judge myself by some unfinished goal?
I am enough for me, and I want to be for you.

So why bother with extra activities?
Why waste my time trying to please
Some people who never understand?

All that matters to me is your happiness,
Everything else can be put to rest,
We were made for each other, G-d blessed.