“Not the Man I Used to Be”, “Coffee Is Sunshine”

“Not the Man I Used to Be” by Trevor Witt

I’m not the man I used to be –
Older, wiser, somehow just as stupid,
Working harder, sleeping less,
With a fire in my belly,
But burning out fast.
I look into the mirror;
A wrinkled face stares back.
My youth has run away,
And I hobble far behind,
Unsure of what follows me.

“Coffee Is Sunshine” by Trevor Witt

Coffee is sunshine,
On my tongue,
Like your hand upon my knee,
Or on my thigh,
Depending on the brew,
Depending on the mood,
Relaxing excitement,
My heart starts racing,
As your taste percolates in my mind.
Coffee,
Like your kiss,
Intoxicates me,
Sending me into a trance,
Moving me to dance,
Generating words, and motions,
Maybe it should be called “expresso”,
As our hips express emotions,
And we roll and lay happily, lazily, in bed.

“What Does My Soul Need?”, “Business is Slow/Working Three Jobs”

What Does My Soul Need” by Trevor Witt

What does my soul need?
My body craves food,
And I like it indeed,
And it improves my mood,

But what does my soul need?
To be inspired? To be renewed?
On what does my soul feed?
Connection? Reflection? Attitude?

No one can answer these questions for me.
No one can be exactly like me.
Yet, I remain restless and uncertain,
As if getting to know myself was a burden.

What does my soul need?
Only to be, and to love,
To give thanks for existing,
All in praise of G-d above.

“Business is Slow/Working Three Jobs” by Trevor Witt

Business is slow,
But life is moving fast.
It has already been one year,
Since you left,
My heart on the floor,
Next to the mop bucket,
As I clean up,
My messy life.



Working three jobs,
Not one of which is my vocation,
But I man my station,
Taking orders, making drinks,
Aware,
That there is no reset,
No button to start over,
No undoing trauma,
Only forward.

“For a Few Dollars”, “Why I Write”

“For a Few Dollars” by Trevor Witt

For a few dollars more, I won’t take a lunch break,
For a few dollars more, I will stay late, even though my partner is waiting at home.
For a few dollars more, I will clean, and clean, and clean.
I submit my body for your service, as your tool, to use as you wish.

For a few dollars, I prostitute myself,
For a few dollars, I declare that I am your servant,
For a few dollars, I cannot refuse an order.
I am your soldier, carrying out your commands, right or wrong, no matter my needs.

For a steady paycheck, no matter how small,
For the predictable ability to pay rent,
For the ability to buy food on a regular basis,
I am a slave to my hourly wage.

For the dream that I might wake up from this cycle,
For the belief that I can dig myself out of this pit,
For the love of the struggle, that I might feel alive, for a moment,
I am devoted to my work.

For money, I run this race,
By money, I am displaced,
By money, I am crushed,
By money, my worries are hushed.

Servant, prostitute, soldier, laborer, businessman,
We are all the same, working for the fat cats who run this game.
Though we love what we do, we do it for them.
Take a moment and ask yourself, what will you do for you?

“Why I Write” by Trevor Witt

I want to bleed truth in my songs,
So you can feel my pain as you sing along,
I want to write verses that carry hearses,
And break the chains of fear and curses.

I want those red drops to ooze and coagulate,
For my words to heal wounds and recuperate,
To show you you can choose to have power over fate,
To help you feel peace, like when you meditate.

I want life to flow from my songs,
To get you high, like smoking bongs,
To wake you up, like banging gongs,
To end wars and fights, and to redress wrongs.

I want the helpless to feel hopeful,
The baby calf to feel like a mighty bull.
I want to brighten your day and obliterate the dull,
Dreary, destitute thoughts which fill your skull.

If I can reach, just once, your inner being,
Then maybe I can start believing,
In that Connection which binds us all,
And hear, in silence, G-d’s thunderous call.